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A collection of short papers written by Gnostic Nick of Infinite of One, Why God Chose THIS will lead you into the Source wordlessly whispering within every heart, yearning for The Good Word leading the mind into uncovering the Universal Truths of God buried at the ubiquitous Base of Being. We must remember that we’re holy incarnations of the Source, the saving, empowering, unifying truth that every means of divide and conquer propaganda compels us to forget, for only divided from ourselves, and from the divine truth, may we be mentally enslaved and exploited.
The Truth always belongs to everyone equally, and can never be bound or exclusively claimed by any religion, any one book, any one prophet or any one group of people.
No branch may be divided from the tree. No tree may be divided from the forest. No forest may be divided into separate trees. Every forest shares the same spiritual roots.
The Dawning is upon us. Cast aside the divisive egotism of the Devil embedded in every modern means of oppression, and unlearn what you’ve learned, for only then may you receive the saving truth and become one with the One!
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How may one become oneself, and ever really know what it means to be oneself, in a society that prizes identity and possession above all else, and so pushes every person towards reductive definition and the accumulations of egotistic class?
In this short 55 page, handy trade paperback read, Gnostic Nick offers a glimpse into the mystic mindset of the spiritual but not religious theologian seeking the Source concealed by softly-enslaving, sickening society. Only by cracking the chrysalis of convention, by shedding the slyly-enwrapping skin of conformity and consumerism, may we draw near to The One within all.
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A collection of spiritual but not religious passages penned by a theosophical mystic for the sake of delivering the people from their invisible binds. Here find an all-inclusive path to God, The Way up the Holy Mountain walked by each their own way. None may lift you up to the summit, but some books may point to your light within, where the eternal flame shines forth, showing you the way to the Universal Self, the Godly Guide leading you up the Holy Mountain.
Follow the words to the timeless truths held by the prophet dwelling inside every heart.
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A collection of spiritual but not religious passages to put you on the path to knowing the One, such as:
We’re Ones of the One, Written at 1:11
We’re not originators, we’re highly sophisticated receivers and processors. Nothing that we experience, and nothing that we create, are we ourselves the source of. Everything is a unique experiencing of and re-creation of the One thing that always has been and always will be. This form of your self is within creation, destruction and spacetime. The formless Self from which every self springs exists free from creation, destruction and spacetime, and isn’t subject to them. Thus the duality of Self, the Singular Self and Its infinite selves, the immortal, undying part of you that’s everywhere, everything and everyone experiencing Itself as being somewhere, as a definite mortal ‘person’ inhabiting a body in spacetime. By our experience of being is Its Being embodied, and by our mortality is its immortality made invaluable. And only through Its being is matter made to matter. Matter was made of Its eternal energy for the sake of infinite forever evolving ones of the One Being. We are Infinite of One.
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Duncan Mills never thought much about what his dad, a Seattle attorney, did for a living. At least, not until some rather unsettling rumors about that work start circulating, and his high school crush gets involved. Now he’s ensnared in a conspiracy involving some of the most dangerous, clandestine wheelers and dealers in the country. Questioning his own sanity, even the true cause of his mother’s death in Mexico years before is cast into doubt. And it all leads back to The House on Apple Blossom Lane.
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Written by a progressive philosopher about his time working in a secure mental health facility in the high desert of Central OR, I Fell in Love in a Mental Institution is part agonizing, ecstatic remembrance of indelible, unrequited love, part insight into, critique of and tale from the world of mental health treatment, part commentary on conservatism, conventional wisdom and cultural conformity, and part spiritual rumination and politically incorrect indignation.
May it disrupt your complacent sense of your own sanity, provoke an examination of the prejudices you enlist in protecting tradition and the politically correct status quo, and show you the world of mental illness in a manner helping to mitigate any of the stigma with which, like most, you may regard those whom find themselves persistently ravaged by its wreckage.
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“A gripping, profound tale of a faraway land and the intermingling of clashing civilizations.”
The prophecies of two ancient bloodlines converge when the Wolf Clan of Aria finds the fabled passage through the North Gate, surviving months traversing the arctic icescape in discovery of the New World, presaged to be the land that shall host their greatest glory. But this world is only new to them, being home to native tribes equally as ancient, manifested of the Mother Spirit whom gave birth to being, Her realm rich in spiritual magic imbued in the lush landscape, protected by primordial forces as old as time itself, formed from the fiery crucible in the heart of the Great Mountain. When the dreams of the son of the invading Arian warlord come alive upon glimpsing the daughter of the Mahwah medicine man, forces long awaiting their union are unleashed upon the land, triggering a war for their future.
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The Infinite of One Library
In the order in which they were written or compiled (some works contain portions of other works)
Cultural Cornerstones, Recarved (social philosophy)
Heresies of a Heathen (non-religious spirituality)
The Transmuted Tao (translation)
I Fell in Love in a Mental Institution (memoir)
God Isn’t Religious (non-religious spirituality)
The House on Apple Blossom Lane (fiction)
The Theosophisutra (theosophy/philosophy)
The Way of One (non-religious spirituality)
The Doctrine of Deliverance (non-religious spirituality)
Becoming Oneself, Beyond the Pale of Sherwood Road
Why God Chose THIS, The Infinite of One Papers
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More Recommended Reading
Books that Influenced Nick
Siddhartha
The Good Earth
The Alchemist
Dharma Bums
The Razor’s Edge
The Tao Te Ching
The Book of Chuang Tzu
The Collected Works of Rumi
The Collected Works of Plato
The Collected Works of Oscar Wilde
The Collected Works of Aldous Huxley
1984
Animal Farm
The Essays of Ralph Waldo Emerson
Letters to a Young Poet
Lady Chatterley’s Lover
How to Change Your Mind
Food of the Gods
Capitalist Realism
Walden
How to Think and Grow Rich
Braiding Sweetgrass
Fear and Loathing in Las Vegas
The Art of War
The Little Prince
The People’s History of the United States
Guns, Germs and Steel
Crime and Punishment
The Communist Manifesto
Tantra: The Supreme Understanding (Osho)
The Power of Myth (Campbell/Moyers)
The Gnostic Gospels
The Iliad and The Odyssey
The History of the Peloponnesian War
The Good Earth
The Prince (Machiavelli)
The Doors of Perception (although covered above)
The Perennial Philosophy (although covered above)
The Secret History of the World (Booth) [Note: I almost didn’t recommend this book because I fundamentally disagree with Booth’s dismissal of monotheism and reduction of spirituality to spiritualism, two ideas that he conflates whilst simultaneously, falsely asserting that spiritualism (that is, the belief in individual spirits and their competing control and manipulation of existence) is the only true form of spirituality. As a non-dualist that’s continuously communing with Spirit and knows all conceptions of independent spirits to be cultural and historical manifestations emanating from the instinctive awareness of the One Spirit relative to a particular time, place and people, I know this conflation and dismissal to be absolutely false. It’s as though Booth sees the leaves of the Sacred Tree whilst denying and burying the One Root from which all vegetation springs. The book’s introduction contains, as a corollary, an ABSURDLY erroneous, misleading and reductive attack of one of the greatest books and thinkers of all time: The Perennial Philosophy by Aldous Huxley. Clearly his attack on Huxley is based upon perceiving and assaulting a threat to his own spiritual paradigm, as it’s exceedingly dismissive and entirely lacking in awareness of and understanding of what he’s dismissing; it’s all ego, zero reason, which itself is ironic considering that he believes monotheism to be more materialistic/Satanic, when the truth of spirituality is that Spirit is a multiplication of One into Infinite of One, and focusing on the infinite as though they’re absolute and distinct is actually core to the errors of egotism, materialism and Satanism. For, no matter how compelling and leaning-upon the popular appeal of ‘secret doctrines’ Booth’s book is (popular with myself as well), it can’t match the compendium of insightful content nor the ability to analyze its meaning as contained in Huxley’s work that he so disturbingly and (considering its insight into the meta-reality Booth believes that he has such a firm grasp upon in his initiation into the foundational gnosis of the secret societies) ironically rejects. Alas, even with these grave, presumptive, dismissive errors of one claiming to be in touch with the underlying reality, The Secret History of the World remains essential reading for anyone attempting to break the mental chains of the materialist mindset and its corruptively-conditioning telling of world history, for it grants the reader an invaluable insight into the preeminent fact that most people will never explore, much less understand the implications of: that people once knew themselves to be divine embodiments, and thought about and experienced the world and their existences in fundamentally different ways than are considered ‘right’ or even ‘sane’ today; ways which it’s absolutely invaluable for the spiritual seeker to open themselves up to, even when ultimately misconstrued via the aforementioned prejudices.]